That a wonderful day like today should end in tears--I never would have guessed. But since I've cried more or less since 2010, maybe I should have understood?
I tend to break everything beautiful around me, without really knowing why. It drains all strength out of me and leaves me so tired and weary. It's like I don't want to rely on happiness when it comes along, so I have to chase it away and make sure that all My protective walls are up. It's sick, but it's like I can't help myself!
So, to all my near & dear ones: I'm so sorry for this, I'll try to mend it somehow...
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